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Quoth The Raven

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In Trieste I walked numbly through the Theresian Quarter, along the Grand Canal. Small boats were parked on both sides along its entire length. I passed the allegorical statues on the balustrade of Palazzo Carciotti, then began a long hike up to the top of the Capitoline Hill.

I had to keep moving. I did not want to think.

From that elevation I looked down at the entire city and its crowded, ubiquitious red tile roofs. Up in a tree I saw a raven. It cawed several times urgently, impatiently. Then flew away.

I wandered around some ruins of Roman columns, and the Baptistery of St. John, and the small church of San Michele al Carnale, with its gothic double sunburst rose window and sandstone bas-reliefs that originally depicted pagan Roman figures, but were later modified by the Catholic Church to conform to more saintly conceptions.

They say when you hear a raven’s call you must stop and listen carefully, because it is an important message that needs to be deciphered. But I didn’t want to hear any more messages. I’d had enough that day.

I trudged back down the hill. I encountered the 1st Century Roman amphitheatre, a gift to the city from Quintus Petronius Modestus. The stacked curved seats of the amphitheater were overgrown with tall grass and yellow dandelions. I sat at stage center. I heard a bell from a nearby church tolling. A gray cat ambled by, along a low wall that traversed the length of the stage.

Earlier that morning, at a cyber cafe, I read an e-mail I thought was from Vittoria. But it was from someone named Nina, who claimed to be her cousin. Nina had some really bad news. Vittoria, she wrote, had been in an auto accident and was in the hospital. “She’s paralyzed from the waist down. The doctors say she will never walk again.”

I read the post five times, as if continued reading would somehow alter what it said. Then I put the cursor on compose mail. “Nina,” I wrote, “for God’s sake please send me more details. Where did the accident happen? What’s the name and location of the hospital? Did she ask you to notify me? Please reply as soon as possible.”

When I got back to the hotel I dialed Vittoria’s number. It kept ringing. Someone had turned off the answering machine. I lay down on the bed, forearm over my eyes. Obviously I’d have to cut my Trieste excursion short. Book a flight to New York.


The raven’s cawing echoed in my head. I didn’t believe in superstitious nonsense, but at the moment I was powerless, frustrated, anxious. I needed to do something. Anything.

I concentrated. It was caw-caw-caw-CAW. Repeated three times. That’s twelve. What does it mean? The only thing that popped into my mind a half hour later was a single word:


Which told me to wait.

And a few days later, it all came out. The e-mail was phoney. Vittoria had sent it. She had her reasons, she said on the phone. Good ones.

“For instance?” I asked, trying not to shout.
“Um, because I was angry at you.”
“For what?”
“For abandoning me.”
“But you were the one who said I should go to Ischia, because it’s a perfect place for an artist.”
“Yes, but not forever.”
“You had me worried sick, you know that?”
“I also thought that you’d come back to New York right away. I missed you so much.”
“Oh, I see. You want us to just resume the status quo. You married, and me on the side.”
“It’s not like that, and you know it.”
“But I can’t do that anymore.”
“Why not?”
I groaned.
What in hell was I going to do with that girl?

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Wicked-cool pic! I need to spend more time reading your words... I always get distracted by the images.

Thanks! My intent is for the words and the pics to work together, and when I'm lucky it works well...

oh my god, what a beautiful raven. ravens are my totem animal in life. guides, if you will. can you send me a copy of that?? i would love to print it. your photography is so amazing. i lost that ballet class picture too if you wouldnt mind sending it again. :) thanks.


Thanks. Send me the e-mail address that you'd like me to use...I'll put the pics in JPEG attachments.

Self-Absorbed and Childish

She's not very sympathetic here -- sort of the spoiled socialite like Scarlet in Gone With the Wind.

Awesome photo. I look enviously at it. I have two characters who are creating an alphabet with natural images, and have been digging through my images to find things that can be used to represent them, but that lovely branch silouhette has TONS of letters buried in its twists. And the raven -- great use of forshadowing in both title and image.

Which came first here, the photo or the text? I KNOW you didn't coax that bird to pose with euros LOL. (Stuffed and placed???)

Re: Self-Absorbed and Childish

Thanks. The photo was taken up in Trieste a year ago. That crow flew off after one shot with a telephoto.

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